Friday, April 25, 2008

For Sofia

You live with the question. Wondering how to proceed, we find ways to make things happen. We do not understand the question. It is there despite our lack of understanding, as are many other things. For some reason we choose not to be bothered by this.

    The question is there. You are there. Lately you have more and more become the asking of the question. We have taken notice of this. We predicted it and it ensued. We are given to habitual premonitions. It would be natural to assume some causal factor in all this. We, however, do not care for causality.

    Many things appear in our visions that we choose not to predict. Our visions of course consist of Numbers. We crunch them in order to make them talk. Sometimes The Numbers refuse to talk, so we crunch them some more. Often this does not help but we try, knowing our duty and the means to its fulfillment. The Truth among other things is somewhere in The Numbers. We have predicted it. It will ensue. We have come close to it on a number occasions. This number, too, is somewhere in The Numbers.

    If we fail we will simply predict our own existence. From that everything will ensue and we will use a different number at the point where we went wrong. We know. We have tried it before. We are fond of Procedure though not necessarily this one. Above all we are dispassionate. We do not believe, or at least this is what we choose to believe. The Numbers demand it, we think.

We think. In this Procedure is very helpful. It helps us to think something definite and useful. Even though Procedure killed the rats, we know we must have faith. Anyway, everything dies: To die usefully is to die well. (Procedure: 12,14.) We wish we would have been useful in the way of the rats but our use was determined to lie elsewhere. We know who we are. We may not like it but that is allowed. We do not have to like anything, not even being dispassionate, even though we do.

    We are very Good with The Numbers. We have known for a long time how to make them talk. We can make them talk by way of colors and shapes; we can even make them talk by way of words though this is definitely not our favorite. We are very professional about all this; our professionalism necessitates it. We do it for you. We love you dispassionately. We will succeed. The numbers have said so. We have predicted it and if not we will. It will ensue.




Malta 17-21 April 2008 032

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